You may recall, assuming you were on our list In May of 2015, that I was diagnosed with rectal cancer on May 20th of that year. With your help, sending me loads of healing energy as requested in my first “My Ass Is On the Line,” email of May 26th, 2015, I was pronounced cancer-free by the following October. Yea!
I was overcome with gratitude for all the love and healing energy you sent me. Thousands and thousands of emails day after day. Yes, I did chemo and radiation plus other therapies as well, of course, but I firmly believe that your love was the key to my healing. For those of you who wanted to follow my journey in detail, we created a special FB group called Colin’s Wellness Journal, and I gave everyone a blow by blow account of everything that occurred.
Well, surprise, surprise, my Higher Self has evidently decided that I didn’t go deep enough into my healing journey that time, so in order to support me in going further, has invited the cancer back. Same place. Same root chakra. Same issues, no doubt.
Its return was confirmed by MRI in August 2017. I wasn’t too pleased about it as you can imagine. I told my Higher Self I was pissed but soon accepted that there had to be a reason for it turning up again. So, like before, I decided to love it.
Just last week, JoAnn had an insight into what its purpose was, and from that, we discovered the emotional cause of it. I immediately got going with the tennis racquet and cushion with the intention of feeling the pain of it, which I had obviously stuffed into my root chakra. (I will share that story with you later.)
I beat the shit out of the cushion until my hands were raw. JoAnn witnessed if for me and so did Shari – from the States via Zoom. I then did an hour of Satori Breathwork to get that energy out of my body.
Anyway, to cut a long story short it had become obvious that, in addition to me doing the emotional and spiritual work, I needed surgery to remove the tumor at the physical level and that this was essential in order to be ‘cured.’
However, the MRI showed that the tumor had gone through the wall of the rectum and had migrated into the surrounding tissues and was even threatening the bottom of my spine. That’s not good.
Just removing a tumor from the rectum or colon is a routine procedure but apparently the surgery I will need is infinitely more delicate and risky and, worst case scenario, may even require the removal of two or three vertebrae right at the base of the spine.
That could have some rather unwelcome side effects that would be permanent. I will have to have a stoma for the rest of my life, but while I have come to accept that idea, I definitely don’t want any of the other side effects.
I go in for the surgery on October 18th. They say I am likely to be in hospital for 3/4 weeks. I won’t be able to travel back to the U.S. until late January or early February, but JoAnn will go back before that. I will spend Christmas with my family here in England.
I am being proactive, taking lots of immune-system-boosting supplements, including cannabis oil (yes, it is legal here in UK and, anyway, it’s not the type that gets you high), doing the hyperthermia treatment using the equipment I bought last time in Atlanta, using special Bioresonant fabric to sleep in for color therapy and going to the gym three or four times a week to get as fit as possible.
That’s beside doing the emotional/spiritual work I spoke of earlier, which includes doing the online 21-day program for forgiving parents, partners and more.
So, once again, I’m calling on you to do for me what you so kindly did last time, and that is to send me healing energy, visualizing me coming through the surgery with ease and grace and healing very quickly without any complications.
My intention is that by the time they go in to remove the tumor, I will have, with your help, caused the tumor to shrink to the point where it can be easily removed without difficulty and without any complications whatsoever.
That is what I would like you to visualize for me if you would be so kind. I will send you another email on the 17th to let you know the precise time I will go down to the operating theater the next day so you can ramp up the energy. My surgeon’s name is Mr. Simpson (surgeons are always called Mr. – never Dr.) I like him a lot and trust him, but you might put him in your prayers too visualizing angels all around him guiding his hands.
In return for your love and support, I am willing to do what I did last time and share my experience with you by posting reports on the special Facebook Group, Colin’s Wellness Journal in the hope that it will help others navigate through a cancer experience. Click here if you wish to join this Facebook group.
Last time we were inundated with e-mails – far too many to read – so if you feel moved to send a message along with the energy, rather than sending an e-mail, post a comment directly at the end of this blog or on the Facebook Group page. Thank you so much. It will be easier for me to read them all so I can feel your love.
I have posted in the Colin’s Wellness Journal the story eluded to above which describes the emotional healing that has occurred for me as a result of the cancer’s return and very likely the emotional cause of it. I hope you find it interesting. Click here to see it online.
Love and Blessings,